why oh why do i keep blog hopping nowadays.
ok, i think i’ll stick to this 1. its.. simple enough to remember. not that i want to give it out alot. but still, i think wordpress is fine. clean lines, clean colours.
best of all, i start afresh, anew and …well, gimme another A-word.
well, lets start with a photo i took of orchard at 6-7.30am.
ok i just realised its still in the camera. maybe next time. ok. forget it, its never gonna be on this webbie if my procastinating self doesn’t change.
MIT interview is tml. i have NO IDEA what to wear. I asked what i needed to prepare and he said bring myself. RIGHT. wtf man, how the hell am i going to present myself if i have no idea what to expect? I highly suspect thats the whole idea of this steven guy. well, i don’t even know how to contact him. and he hasn’t replied my email yet. so i don’t know if he’ll show . guess i’ll go there, sip on a mocha frap and wait. 9pm is awfully late though. i wonder what this mit guy works as.
well, its been a very interesting year for me. with the transition to civilian life being less glitzy and less liberating than i had hoped. I think this stint in the army has really caused my intellect to regress in many ways. I hate feeling so worn and jaded. its really really irritating just knowing that you could do so much more, but you just don’t have the mindset or the drive to do anything. sometimes i really think its a thyroid problem. well, the chinese doctor i’m going to visit this weekend should check me out as fine… i hope he doesn’t though. i really wish i could blame this shit on something i can’t control. Makes it alot easier to just move on or effect some change.
ah i need some rest.
